ebb & flow

Today was such a roller coaster ride. my first day off in a week, and the whole day I spent it running around picking up after my mistakes. my phone wouldn’t turn on after being submerged in water, so I put it in a bag of rice and hoped for a miracle. meanwhile, I hooked up my new/used interface and started recording, with shocktop in hand. My mind said, “fuck it, stop sulking and make some use of your time”.

When I was done recording two songs, I cooked up a delicious meal and sat back to listen to a days work. and then I tried turning on my phone again. and it worked.

It’s days like this that I really feel like there’s some outside source of motivation that pushes us along in difficult times. I would’ve never gathered the motivation for an outlet such as setting up some new equipment and recorded if I wasn’t frustrated about so many other things and needed an outlet for my frustration.

Everything happens for a reason. Just go with the flow.

http://soundcloud.com/hillarybarleaux/happy

I dressed up all pretty. and you’re texting me. and I don’t know how I feel about this whole thing.

fuck you to all the guys in the past who fucked this up for me. you’re too nice and I don’t deserve it.

time to go dance

(Source: clairalience)

immortal-souls:

alexa chung ilysm, i want to be you

(Source: staybeautiful-strongandpositive)

shoesieq:

Ben Kweller words of wisdom.

(Source: fauxpasdreams)